Issue 22

Winter 2020

Blast Cap

Andrea Abi-Karam

PART I

ribs pop off/out

fast

NOT like prison

bars raising more like

that fast flash of

blue light when a

fuse blew @ LGA

sky wide for a second

what i thought staring

@ a bomb looks like

as it engages w/ the air

around it

tripwire between the

teeth of a teenager

eyes gold discs

reflect ersatz excess

the shine you have

before the next

dangerous act—

there are so many

i stopped

keeping count

while back

PART II

how when sitting on the ferry

dock—late summer—sun set

on a bench w/ the edges of the sky

beginning to fold in on itself

i just wanted to talk to you + reenter the

skin peeled back revealing our kneecaps

crave for the hyper present-present

it’s 66 on a new york city sunday in january

illicit comfort, a little bold,

a little guilty

leather shorts that share faded-pale legs

a fast breath in the depth of winter

last feb cecilia vicuña said it

hasn’t really snowed since the 80s

i mean

really snowed

& i worried for the birds + insects

held up by translucent wings

steamrolled geodes

whose homes shift + bodies operate

in cued cycles “i’m only happy when

it rains” cued up on the track @ minute 2

of something else easier to dance to let

the pop wash over the crowd & disappear

the distance between shoulder/blades

we won’t solve it tonight

this bass this solvent beat

pumps air beneath

translucent, temporary wings

a little blue, a little purple sheen

& bounces off all of our group glamour

a little silver, a little gold

plastick & chain sticky from

interaction—an attempt to synchronize

in2 one another

as our sweat shares the air

breath escapes from the shadow

of ribs popped out, veiny tears

in translucent wings

About the Author

Andrea Abi-KaramAndrea Abi-Karam is an arab-american genderqueer punk poet-performer cyborg, writing on the art of killing bros, the intricacies of cyborg bodies, trauma & delayed healing. Their chapbook, THE AFTERMATH (Commune Editions), attempts to queer Fanon’s vision of how poetry fails to inspire revolution. Andrea’s debut, EXTRATRANSMISSION (Kelsey Street Press, 2019), is a poetic critique of the U.S. military’s role in the War on Terror. With Kay Gabriel they are co-editing an anthology of radical trans poetics forthcoming from Nightboat Books in 2020. They are a leo currently obsessed with queer terror and convertibles.

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